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I know that am not the only one with this problem and I just want to share my story. I have been struggling with my weight ever since I started working. I tend to eat, sit and sleep, repeat and then repeat. This has been a problem for months now; I missed my body when I was in college. I was slim and I don’t have any problem with the clothes that I have. Now, I have to squeeze my tummy just to fit in my jeans.
a photo of me when we went to Calatagan, Batangas, this was taken 5 years ago (I think)
I know that being chubby isn't bad, the only problem that I have with it is that I hate having to buy new clothes just because I gained weight. I want to fit perfectly in my clothes. I love my clothes and I don’t want to replace them with new ones, unless I want add more.
this was taken earlier this year, in January
I know that I just need to have more discipline with the food that I eat. I also need to get myself up and move more. I will do my best to get fit and exercise. I know that I will never be perfect, nobody is perfect, but I just want to be a better me.
I need to stop drinking carbonated drinks and drink warm water more. I have heard that drinking warm water can help lose excess weight. Fruits and vegetables should be part of my meal as well. I should refrain from eating fried food and choose healthier options. I will try to make salad every now and then.
this is a photo that I took two months ago
I may be obsessed with making myself look good but I need to make myself be better as well. I know that I have hurt people from the past. Whatever I did, I am so sorry and I really don't mean to inflict pain to anyone. I was insecure, weak and vulnerable. I just needed time to realize everything, I just needed to love myself more. It is true that you should love yourself and understand yourself before you can learn to love others. I remember the motto of Bad Anon in Wreck-it Ralph.
"I'm bad and that's good. I will never be good and that's not bad. There's no one I'd rather be than me."
I will take time to mend my wounds, to pick myself up and be confident. I just need this time to keep myself from thinking too much and be brave. This is the right time for me to grow as a person and be better. This blog helped me build myself and I am glad that I chose to be a blogger because I was able to express myself and appreciate myself more.
Thank you so much for the love. God bless all of you.
Stay fab & gorgeous!
“Outer beauty attracts, but inner beauty captivates.”
― Kate Angell