Saturday, September 28

My Weight & My Plans of Losing it

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Hi roses

I know that am not the only one with this problem and I just want to share my story. I have been struggling with my weight ever since I started working. I tend to eat, sit and sleep, repeat and then repeat. This has been a problem for months now; I missed my body when I was in college. I was slim and I don’t have any problem with the clothes that I have. Now, I have to squeeze my tummy just to fit in my jeans.

a photo of me when we went to Calatagan, Batangas, this was taken 5 years ago (I think)

I know that being chubby isn't bad, the only problem that I have with it is that I hate having to buy new clothes just because I gained weight. I want to fit perfectly in my clothes. I love my clothes and I don’t want to replace them with new ones, unless I want add more.

this was taken earlier this year, in January

I know that I just need to have more discipline with the food that I eat. I also need to get myself up and move more. I will do my best to get fit and exercise. I know that I will never be perfect, nobody is perfect, but I just want to be a better me.

I need to stop drinking carbonated drinks and drink warm water more. I have heard that drinking warm water can help lose excess weight. Fruits and vegetables should be part of my meal as well. I should refrain from eating fried food and choose healthier options. I will try to make salad every now and then.

this is a photo that I took two months ago

I may be obsessed with making myself look good but I need to make myself be better as well. I know that I have hurt people from the past. Whatever I did, I am so sorry and I really don't mean to inflict pain to anyone. I was insecure, weak and vulnerable. I just needed time to realize everything, I just needed to love myself more. It is true that you should love yourself and understand yourself before you can learn to love others. I remember the motto of Bad Anon in Wreck-it Ralph.

"I'm bad and that's good. I will never be good and that's not bad. There's no one I'd rather be than me."
Bad-Anon creed

I will take time to mend my wounds, to pick myself up and be confident. I just need this time to keep myself from thinking too much and be brave. This is the right time for me to grow as a person and be better. This blog helped me build myself and I am glad that I chose to be a blogger because I was able to express myself and appreciate myself more.

Thank you so much for the love. God bless all of you.

Stay fab & gorgeous!

“Outer beauty attracts, but inner beauty captivates.”

Kate Angell


  1. I can feel you sis! haha. This is one of my major problem now. It really hard to refuse foods and I don't know why. I gained a lot when I started working too and I miss my cheerleader-rocking-body! I had a flat.. no ABS on my tummy back when I was high school because I used to do cheerdance. Haaaay!

    1. we just need to work harder on being more disciplined.


  2. Don't hate on yourself too much, because that can make you turn to less healthy methods of losing weight. Just set yourself an exercise schedule, but something super easy so you'll actually stick to it, and make sure you eat before and after (or you'll overeat!). But seriously... you look totally amazing and slim, but I understand that it's a personal struggle.

    1. thank you dear for the concern and you are so right about sticking to it. it is just that my family teases me and keeps on telling me how fat i am.


  3. Good luck ^^

    恵美より ♥

  4. Honestly i feel you look great, The only thing you need is building up muscles instead of fats, That is only by working out 3 times in a week or more. I tend to have big bones and i struggle with losing weight after having my two kids but i find cardio workouts and building of muscles very helpful,This tightens up any loose part of my body. You can check tips on you tube there are loads there.I wish you all the best. Mind i invite you on my blog, You can follow my blog if you like it, And i will surely follow you back. Thanks.
    Have a lovely Sunday.

    1. that is nice dear. i will definitely try that too. i have low self esteem and i thought that having a slimmer body can make me feel for confident. i'll go ahead and check your blog.


  5. Hoping you'll achieve what you aim for, you have a great body already. :)

    from Myxilog with love <3


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